I really don’t know how much longer I can continue this suffering and torture! I just want everything to ever, done. I just can’t deal with everything anymore. It’s getting too much to handle. I have to be on medication just to make me act normal, but in all reality, I don’t know if it’s working…
All I know that is real anymore is the fact that I miss my cousin and I know I’ll be seeing him in 26 days, but I don’t want him to leave when he gets here. I just feel so empty all the time and I don’t know what to do anymore. I don’t know when my next counseling session is, I don’t know when I’m seeing the doctors, I don’t know how much longer I can keep doing this everyday. It’s killing me.
When girls go through puberty:
When boys go through puberty: